[She's not going to lie to herself about it. It just means she will work harder to live something closer to the life she wishes to live one day. It might not be exactly what she wants, but she will find something. She will find someone loyal to her, who wishes to be with her and accepts her for who she is. All that she is.
Quickly she pours them both a glass of wine from one of the caskets on the table. It's sweet, but she likes that. Easier to get in her cups sooner. She doesn't wish to linger on difficult subjects. She wants to have fun here.]
No. I couldn't even if I wanted to. It is who I am. I just wished to live a life different than the expectations put on me. I thought perhaps here I could escape it. I could enjoy myself as the gods here wanted. [In all of the ways they wanted.]
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[She's not going to lie to herself about it. It just means she will work harder to live something closer to the life she wishes to live one day. It might not be exactly what she wants, but she will find something. She will find someone loyal to her, who wishes to be with her and accepts her for who she is. All that she is.
Quickly she pours them both a glass of wine from one of the caskets on the table. It's sweet, but she likes that. Easier to get in her cups sooner. She doesn't wish to linger on difficult subjects. She wants to have fun here.]
No. I couldn't even if I wanted to. It is who I am. I just wished to live a life different than the expectations put on me. I thought perhaps here I could escape it. I could enjoy myself as the gods here wanted. [In all of the ways they wanted.]